17
Jul
I think I know why I never go to the gym now…
I’m afraid of crying in front of anyone in there. Every time I work out, I think about how great it’s going to be to be healthier, and I can’t help but cry because of how wonderful it’ll be and how awesome I’ll feel…
But at the same time it’s such an emotional thing that no one around me can relate to and I feel stupid crying and blubbering while trying to run on the treadmill..
*sigh* I just wish I could get my act together one of these days.
